Wanna talk about it..?

So well, I’m not the kinds to talk like this,
But isn’t that what it’s all about?
Stepping out of our comfort zones?

And yes, I know you’re judging me, even when you swear you’re not, the fact that you’re human, defies that statement.
But isn’t that what it’s all about?..Not caring about what people think of you?

My problem? ME.

How I’m doin’? Blah.

it's funny how you care.. most people only wait for their turn to talk,
but, oh well.

If a broken home, being a medical disaster, an abusive, (if only in a masochistic sorta way) past, the feeling…no, believing that you’ll never be good enough, skinny enough, pretty enough, smart enough..hah, you know the drill, or what they call self-esteem issues, growing up all too soon, and a few things here and there are not bad enough, I guess I’m doing just fine.

But then again, aren’t we all?
Or better still, who is?

Telling your secrets won’t take them away.
And what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

Heard all that. Screw that shite.

Ever envied those who seem like their worst nightmare could only accommodate chipping a fingernail?
Don’t.
Well, I’m no one to say, but I wouldn’t..
You never know what a straight face can hide.
That’s what awesome about faces, the prettiest hide a lotta ugly secrets.
Poker face. Boo.

So, I’m listening to ‘stop crying your heart out’, yes, I love oasis.
And I’m thinking, it’s almost 4 am, I have an exam tomorrow. Sleep a little, woman.
But a cup of coffee, or three later, I know, It’s the coffee talking.
Not me.
Not yet.
Build god, then we’ll talk.

Till then, I’ll leave you with this-

Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile... Shine on... Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.
Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up... Come on... why you scared
You'll never change what been and gone.
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